Sometimes I wonder and I think, why didn’t you fall for her. You’ve told me she was your ideal just before we started dating.
I don’t know why you didn’t give her a chance, since you’ve known her for so long.
You are physically close to her as well, and even ‘til this day, she still likes you. Its probably not even like anymore, its more like she is in love with you.
Honestly, how am I suppose to compete with your ideal who is more likely to be in love with you and also physically closer?